My life cycles

You remind me of her.

I looked up to the sound of a voice so familiar,

with a smile I could never forget.

The room vibrates silently as we share the table.

Every ear mark you think is unique already has meaning,

her silhouette set you aglow and my inner child dropped to his knees bringing me back to every insecurity I’ve had.

was it my fault?

What could i have done differently.

I’m scared to feel anything for you because it could end up just like before.

If our lives go in circles am I catching you on the second revolution?

I am magnetized by the same thing that repels me.

When I’m with you I think of her.

And it’s not fair to you.

I’m sorry.